When you dying to tell everyone how you feel, and want to blog about it. but then once it comes time to do it, you cant even put it into words. You have all the words when your thinking about it, you cant stop talking about it, but when you try to write about it, you find yourself wordless. 

6:54 pm  •  28 July 2011

now everytime i look down, or stare into the mirror, i will always remember her. just like how she will always be in my life, i would do anything for this little girl!

3:02 am  •  22 July 2011  •  3 notes

I love my daughter so much! =]

2:59 am  •  22 July 2011  •  1 note

bored lol! love my new tat!

2:58 am  •  22 July 2011

my new tattoo based on the quote i made for my lovely daughter Crystal-Faith.

it says I will always have Faith since her nickname is faith and i will always have her in my life =]

2:54 am  •  22 July 2011

You never actually know someone as well as you think you do. you will never actually see their true colors until the day that you make them mad enough to show you who they really are. a person will put things inside, and hide them from you until one day they put too much away, and it just breaks loose. moral of the story, dont assume you know someone so well until you’ve seen them a their worst.

12:50 am  •  18 July 2011  •  1 note

I like the thought of summer, the nice breeze of wind, the laughter of a group of friends having fun and just being happy.

Most people never really appreciate how much their significant other does/means to them, until its too late. if you ever wonder why you guys are still together but fight a lot, take the time to sit back, breathe, and think what your life would be like without them. if that isn’t enough for you, then take a break from seeing/talking to them, and then realize how miserable you are without them. you can never really see the point of a good thing when its always in front of you, but when its taken away, you will dearly miss it so much, you will be miserable. most people that i know who take breaks from their significant other, usually break down within the first 5-10 hrs, and become a huge train wreck of emotions. i have unfortunately experienced this recently, and let me tell you first hand, its horrible and no one should have to go through this.

9:10 pm  •  13 July 2011

to find all my close friends/good company, that i like talking to on tumblr. why are all social networking sites so addicting?? LOL!

11:05 pm  •  28 June 2011

who say ” i wish i was what you wanted… “i wish i was your type” “why cant i be what your looking for?”

realize this. 

1. either the guy is stupid for not taking what you have to offer that no one else has.

2. he is just looking for the stereotypical “hot” girl that everyone wants.

3. he doesnt even know what he is looking for, he just wants to be/look cool infront of his friends for having a “hot” girlfriend so he feels important.

bottom line is, that half the guys out there who put down on girls bcuz they’re not pretty/hot enough, dont truly understand what it is to be inlove with someone. they let their egos get the best of them, so they are not “losers”. any guy who is willing to do this bcuz of their friends are “true losers” bcuz they’re missing out on the most wonderful thing in the world, its called “LOVE!”

10:57 pm  •  28 June 2011

I feel glad that i inspired someone (Kimberlee Alexis Pleasant Jenkins) to start posting realizations :D. now for me to get serious in this post.

I have way too many realizations, and some of them happen when i dont have internet access, or just too lazy to post them. i really need to get me a spiral notebook for all the random realizations i have, so i can write them down before i either forget them, or just give up on posting that one. i seriously hope i can inspire more people to start doing this aswell. Hopefully people will realize how much it gets off your chest and can really help you in a time when your stressed/irritated. anyone wanna donate me money for a notebook? or just buy me one? that would be great ;) 

10:46 pm  •  28 June 2011